I Speak my mind

The whole world is going through tough times. Death and despair all around. Feels like Nature wants us to suffer. Though Covid is the main actor , there is flood, cyclone and others in play too. second wave hit us badly in India, especially in Delhi-NCR, condition was really bad. we are afraid to fall sick, there is no beds in hospitals, no oxygen facility. People are afraid to even go to hospitals. Many are having anxiety and panic attacks by just thinking about it. I was also no exception. Symptoms first occurred to me on 23rd April, Delhi & Haryana was under lock down. It was around noon, I was sitting on a sofa watching TV, suddenly I started having trouble breathing. It was acute while sitting on floor. I stood up putting my hands on my knees trying to breathe. I was even unable to talk properly. Talking made me gasp for breath. I hoped it will go away because the biggest problem was that, I am living alone. I was kinda thinking, 'MAN, I just married and this is how it gon